My way back home from wherever I go looks always the same

My home is a happy place for me. In contrast to other places. People are not homes to me at all. The most of them have more negative energy than me and never give me as much as I do naturally. I mean everything like smile, attention, energy, positive judgments, attitude. I can have many of these. But receive it so rare. That feel the best on my own every time. When there is no one who can reflect you to the same extent as you reflect eg. even deficits of others and complete them. The best is to feel good on our own. To respect ourselves is the best idea ever discovered by the humanity. And it pays back.