Murder in Romania

For me personally the strangest is timing of calling the police. Why the officer at call center could not perceive that repeatedly calling as kind of joke, testing, mockery or game. If game so the next question is whose game? The kidnapped or the perpetrator? This will remain mysterious. I believe. No matter what further information reveal that till some breakthrough moment it was a game and scenario directed by a girl. She thought that such kind of trap is a serious adventure. But she dehumanized old aggressive lonely man. Underestimated his frustrations and that he can revenge her deadly for that playing with his life, reputation, emotions… I believe that in this case initially he was a victim of her fantasy. But something happened that it turned into deadly final resolution to break the vicious cycle of wicked game of a teenager. Since he was trapped she could believe that the control over this situation is by her side. That they gone beyond the borderline of who will believe whom afterall. Who will believe young 15 full of appetite for life compared to old frustrated mechanic? But I think that she lost control over her mockery. Her mockery of this man was cruel to his integrity, sense of self, to last nervous responses of who he believed he was that time. People like this man may remain realistic, depressed about their real position but the joy of untamed life activity of young socially aggressive or even sociopathic girl was unlimited that time. It was the tragedy of contradictory fate of him and her. The story, lifelines of both impossible to combine. To tangle. It was zero-sum game. Or she will win and mock the last fortress of his agonizing self-esteem or he will defeat that remorseless cruel young psychopath who found an entertainment in trapping old frustrate. I always felt compassion for men like this man. Lonely, old, unstable about what to found his life when time goes by on. Endlessly hesitating and doubting about his further luck in life to continue to survive… And same time lively young girl who unrealisically lived only her cruel fantasies. Ignored the fact that for him survival is deadly struggle of every day. His reputation, neglected hygiene, body, even his posture reveals severely deep depression, lack of purpose and it was impossible for her to understand seriously how he can really feel. So she did not accept him as a human being. I remember from my childhood youngsters mocking old people when I was feeling compassion. This is how I was splashed by Kapusta (who deserves my revenge till his death by the way) when it was my colleagues who were stealing strawberries. I understood aggression of old man and stopped to explain him the situation. He understood that I did not take part in this thievery but was angry enough to punish me for what they did as he believed I warned them. And he tried to catch them insanely speeding with his car through field unpaved road. I saw deadly anger in his eyes. And when he splashed me into cheek I was hearing bells and chimes in my ears. My father of course did not effectively intervene. His wife who was working for cultural local institutions was scared that he can experience heart attack when my father visited their house to discuss why he punished me. And even then was convinced that what he did was right. He felt that I warned them so he splashed me for what I did. I warned them because I was convinced that he can kill them. Seriously. I did not see in my life so angry person. I understand psycho young delinquency, devoid of empathy to old people. And old people who can deadly punish young people who even do not own anything valuable yet on this earth. Two different world. Hard to make some real connections between them. Will never overlap naturally and understand each other. One can deadly mock another and another can kill the one. This is the truth. I claim that have reasoned suspicions that girl had fun and could not realize till the very end that is going to die. He had neighbors. And look when neighbors heard her screaming. Probably long after allegedly kidnapping. I think that the only reason why he may never tell how it really was, what really happened will be:

      • the shame that old experienced person has let 15 years old girl to drive him so much crazy,
      • because of natural depressive episode,
      • because depressive thought will not let him break off the assumption that no matter how precisely he explains even the weirdest scenario. No one believe him that it was her who triggered the deadly chain of events not him. That she behaved as if asking for deadly adventure to have fun and thinking that he is too weak, too depressed to kill her or seriously harm her. And she made mistake when underestimated his seriousness. Many little girls completely delusionally under ideas of reference assume that how they feel is how it really is. Are so extremely biased attributing correctly motives, emotions to real people that are last who can explain many situations. Most often how they feel and what delusions drive them writes the full scenario for what happens due to them and around them. Often what happens around manic girl is really in a great deal due to them, due to how they feel. Such girls feel empowered, inflated that can cause many things, make thousands of situations happen but same time inexperienced, simply stupid, ignoring how other people feel, what can do, the fact they influence is enough compared to proportional lack of empathy that goes along with developing manic mood. Lack of empathy and lack of insight. Her lack of insight was probably the reason why she did not avoid her death when could break off that deadly destiny if truly understood how he was feeling. Empathy could release her but she was probably thinking till her deadly strike cause by this man that everything is under her control, spells, wishes, calculations of what can happen and who will believe whom after that.

Finally the man may be not proud of what he did. But may feel convinced like a stone that what he did was justified end of what that girl was asking him for. What emotions repeatedly intentionally wanted to cause.

For me? If she was a kind of witch I try to picture like an empathic impressionist, so she got what she deserved. From the moral point of view to bother and annoy elderly people is completely thoughtless, not justified. It is a sin.


Temps l’Israël

Do not ever look the philosemitic biasaded way. On the other hand if he encountered a philosemitic judge he could be released, never charged with any accuations. His bad luck was that his fate was to come across the antisemitic one. That’s all his bad luck.

Pour moi it is so funny that the Jewish murdered was surprised that was sentenced death in a country lead by Jewish pressure groups, politicians, businessmen and new popular word ‘influencers’. Maybe he suffered from influenza. Was under influence of the devil when he murdered other person. Like Kajetan Poznanski.